I am a leader of my world

Most of the time I think I am a leader of my world. I act, talk, walk, eat, travel and study in my way. Nobody could disengage me from my task. I feel happy with myself doing my stuff. Nobody could never NEVER interrupt me. I am really my type of guy. I personally think myself as a sole actor in this world.

Matter of fact, this selfish world has forced me to think that way. And, because I have no parents with me and no good friends with me, the sole friend and parent to me is my own little world.

Fate of poor countries' people

These girls in the picture might be expecting some day to go to USA, Australia or some European countries for their further education and future living. This is just an example how "brain drain" is in extremity. Most of the educated youths of the poor countries want to go to developed country for their better future. They don't see their future bright staying forever in their own country.

I feel sometimes shame on myself because I took birth in a poor country. But these days I have started thinking why did I took birth in such a country where there is always strikes, murders, cruelties, criminal activities and rough politics. Why don't our politicians and administrators take strong action against those who always close the market for their group/party advantage? Why don't people don't unite against killers and peace breakers?

I left my country a couple of years ago and currently living in the United States. If I had good job after my study, I would have stayed in my own country. But I didn't see any opportunity for me there in my country. I could not find any politician to help me get the better job and earn money for living. I also had intention to serve my country and stay with my parents and family. But because of the circumstances, I started seeking the way to the outside world.

Oh god, give me strength to do something for my country and people. I am just lying mad thousands of miles away from my home. I have a lot of problems. I am barren here. Nobody cares for other here because everyone is busy doing his own stuffs. I want someone to share my troubles. Please somebody help me. I am lonely, helpless and sad always. I want some money to live peacefully and to settle down. Well, I never find the way how to keep calm myself and live peaceful life.

Only problem with me is that I could not adjust quick with other people who I talk with or who I make friendship with. I came from bad background. I could not feed myself properly in my early days of youth. I didn't eat and enjoy regularly. That's why I am physically and mentally weak. My problem started when I was in my mid 20's. I always used to bargain with my parents on financial matters. I always deserved to be a great man. I never got satisfied with money. I always asked for more money but got just few. I had always fire in my heart about doing something in life.

Hopefully some day, I will start being happy and live peaceful life. Thank god, I am at least expecting some kind of good future. Give me the energy to adjust in this selfish world.

Human Stupidity: I'm trying to find boundary

Once Albert Einstein said, "Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former." It's a lot more to be analyzed here. How can such a great scientist can talk about that? I don't mean here to say he was wrong. I don't have capacity to prove him wrong coz I am facing a lot of consequences of human stupidity.

I personally believe that the universe has its limit. And, what you folks think about human stupidity? Oh, it's really difficult for me how to explain it. People do all kinds of lowly stuffs as a part of stupidity. I have categorized some of the behaviors of human under human stupidity. Well, does anybody have tried to annoy you too much crossing the limits? If it's true, then it might definitely fall under human stupidity. Some people really don't have sense. They like to be known as conscientious people but in fact, they never deserve to be.

Just trust me folks, you should always find out who you are surrounded with. If your conscience permits you to be always in that locality, well it's fine otherwise, make a wise decision. I believe you won't break your heart keeping yourself away from stupid people or just trying to avoid their stupid acts. Well, you might have seen stupidity anywhere, in your home, apartment, classroom, in coffeeshop, restaurant or even in your flight.

If you have faced stupid people's stupid behaviors anywhere, just share with me. I would happily go through it. Let's keep this world nice. One must unite against human stupidity. Human stupidity sucks.

I got one friend in my shared apartment who is inhuman, senseless and selfish. We stay some 3 to 4 people in the same apartment. This guy seems to be restless, always. This guy does not care if anyone is sleeping or studying in the apartment. He always speaks alone, mostly the vague words and that again loudly disturbing all people in the apartment. Oh my god, how can I handle this guy? I don't know how to behave with this guy. I always wonder why some people are that much stupid. Literally speaking, I would like to say these people frantic. That's why they don't listen to others and never behave normal with anyone.

If you are sharing an apartment and using a common mess, you always deserve sharing your feelings, foods and compartments inside. The guy who I am gonna talk about does not do that a little. If you are in a minor kind of quarrel with that guy, he will start doing everything alone immediately. He will start eating alone, talking alone and being seemingly restless all the time. Once he gets restless, he won't let you stay peacefully in the apartment. He might do crazy stuffs like playing video game making seemingly loud noise and walking here and there creating annoying voices and sounds. Well folks, this is my personal story of how a person starts behaving once he loses his sense.

I have dealt with many stupid people in my journey of life. Well, in most of the times, I have learnt how to keep yourself safe and in peace. However, sometimes you have to be offensive to deal with these kind of people. Here I mean is you must have to speak some straight language sometimes to deal with your situation created due to such people.